Queensheeba wrote:
You are right but it this moment in time I have no desire left to do anything.since being married and moving to Pakistan I have lost touch with all of my friends,I basically just had my husband as my best friend,in fact he was everything,I sacrificed so much but looks like it was all in vail
I have been living in a remote part of Pakistan near NWFP,which is miles away from the main cities and dnt have many friends there as I tend not to trust many local folk,,so basically I'm a hermit which I do enjoy,it's peaceful and very relaxing in my own home,which I designed and laid the first brick for,so it holds a lot of sentiment for me,something that belongs to me.i married for love,my husband was from a poor background and I told him I will look after him as being alone there I wanted him with me all the time,which I guess is understandable.
Since the past 2/3 years there have been major problems,hence my travelling a lot but I'm sick and tired of it,it's emotionally and mentally draining me,dnt think I can carry on like this.
He's changed and it's sad.
I'm the type of person that is so committed no matter how hard life becomes but due to a lot of financial problems he's finally feeling the toll of a life that once was and is somehow erasing away with time.
I dnt know what to do,all day I just sit in my room here at my mums house just thinking and thinking.
This must be the longest post I have written in this forum,I guess it will make a best seller
Queensheeba wrote:mkpit wrote:Queensheeba wrote:mkpit wrote: oh .........wat happened....seems like you are having strength and emotional problems........I wish ,you may get well soon.TC
Thank you Huns xxx yes been pretty tough these last 2 weeks,all emotional,ill,you name it I been thru it,but getting better.....btw nice to cya
u r welcome....ya, hold in their ,evry thing will be fine.........I thought you are busy in champion trophy..............in between............r u their with your shauhar?
No dear no shauhar,,maybe never,,that's one of the main reasons of my stress,my marriage is on the brinks,,,,shouldn't be really mentioning personal issues here,but as you know pindo is kinda open ,,gives people an idea of what someone is really like and what they are going thru,I bet a lot of ppl here know quite a fair bit abut me now which doesn't bother me coz those are the ppl that I really like and hopefully one day I will try and meet sum of them if I dnt end up marrying em lol
Queensheeba wrote:mkpit wrote: oh .........wat happened....seems like you are having strength and emotional problems........I wish ,you may get well soon.TC
Thank you Huns xxx yes been pretty tough these last 2 weeks,all emotional,ill,you name it I been thru it,but getting better.....btw nice to cya
hyldig wrote: Mkpit , you wrote you had been inactive in forum for a long time due to trouble with a moderator . I guess you like many others hate Marcel due to he was doing his job .
Marcel-R6 wrote:mkpit wrote: no..........I want India to win
ya...............life is so sort to b bored.............agree
@marcel........I was very happy without seeing your name................ur demotion made me very happy.
Spoken like a child...
Well that only shows what kind of person you are...... (fill in the blanks)